My heart is broken. I cannot tell you who did the breaking, but that knowledge has a significant impact on why my heart is broken. I hurt so much right now; ha! I hurt so much every day. I do not mean my physical pain, for it is always with me and I have become acclimated to its presence. This is heart pain. This is deep, slashing, smashing, shattering, fracturing, fragmenting, splintering, and bursting pain. This is a pain that bleeds. I merely bring the thought to the surface of my mind and tears flow down my face.
I do not know how to fix this, or make it go away. I do not believe it will go away for a long time. Please pray for me. This pain also has a super power; it exacerbates my physical pain. I beg for your prayers.
This is me, on my knees, praying for some kind of relief.
~Cecelia
Blue Wing Things to do in case of COUP 
I’m not sure what it is but I can kinda read between the lines. Will be praying that things get better for you!
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I miss you, Nan. I hope & pray all is well with you & your family. Much, much love sent your way.
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